Today was sure a very lonely day for me.

Never been this lonely before.

Girlfriends weren't around at work.

One had severe gastric again.

The other was at Johor and wasn't scheduled for work today.

Luckily I was used to being lonely.

It felt a lil weird this time.

No plans after work and 'going out' would be the least things that would happen to me.

It is as if I've no life.

School.

Trainings.

FYP.

Work.

That's it.

It would be a miracle if I were to have a day out.

I felt cranky all over and I guess I'm missing out what other teens are doing.

For God knows what I felt and what I meant.

I was asleep on my way home in the bus and the next thing I heard was;

"Adik, adik, bangun. Da sampai da...."

I open up my eyes and all I could see was an empty bus.

I was like Oh shit.

I think my face turned red like an apple when I rushed to the door to alight.

Lonely, tired, sleepy, bored, silly, irritated, cranky.......

Luckily I didn't get any Ci-La-Ka from that lady.

She was awesome today, no more Ci-La-Kas.

The boys asked me out for the SAKURA dinner this Monday.

Aku belum gaji geng!

I got training on that day so yeah.

Can't afford to absent anymore.

Time is crucial baby.

Stress level are all high up in the sky and it is either we fight or not to back off.

Cowards back off.

Fighters fight on.

First day of 3rd year today and things are going well as for now.

The busy schedule starts today.

It is only the first day of school and there's a preview right after that.

Then the daily journal steps in but now with the addition of log book and the online log-in thing.

Then the brainstorming of the project the planning of what to do next.

With all that there's driving lessons and TP is coming soon.

Not to forget the competition that is around the corner.

Very near and I am freaking nervous.

It means a lot to most of us and do hope that we could make it happen.

When pay comes I need to do some necessity shopping.

It may sound hectic but without realizing I am actually enjoying every single bit of it.

I do hope that I could make time for myself.

There is sure a lot of adaptation to do.

Addition of some.

Losing off some.

Pray that I will grew strong.

Stronger than I thought I am.

As strong as my two lovely ladies.

xoxo,

msbakthar.