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2010-08-27, 8:50 PM

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2010-08-26, 4:19 PM


eyes hurt real damn bad

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3:40 PM


Pulanglah; Aishah.

Sayang
Di hari yang mulia ini
Ku pohon keampunan
Hanya satu yang ku pinta
Pulanglah

Termenung ku sendiri
Memendam rindu tidak menentu
Kasih suci murni yang kita bina
Hapus hancur oleh kata fitnah

Di pagi hari raya
Hati sayu mengenang rindu
Mudahnya kau menggantikan diriku
Seolah cintaku tak berharga

Apakah suratan
Aidilfitri satu titik akhir
Sekian lama bercinta
Kau tiada di hari mulia

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2:41 PM


EPIC FAIL BIG TIME

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5:40 AM


16 Ramadhan
Why must the day ended this way?
What was I thinking?
What just happened?
I numb just when numb, NUMB.
I don't know where my head went and what my heart tell.
They can't coordinate at all.
What have I done?
WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING AISYAH?
How can you ever make things right?
WHY ARE YOU SO FUCKING DUMB?
I've admit, I've apologized but I don't think its enough to heal a very disappointed heart.
I'll get down on my knee begging for forgiveness.
I may know my limits I may know my stand but not the rest.
How am I suppose to tell them?
I am really really stuck in the middle.
Why can't I reject it when I have all the rights to do so and when there's no slightest intention of me to do anything like that?
I want to avoid this shit, badly.
Please don't leave me in anyway.
Without you I can't hold on to anything.
WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO NOW?
My eyes just won't stop tearing.
Berserabot nyer otak aku nie.
I can't breath properly, gosh.
Kau diberi akal syah untuk berfikir, kenapa kau bebal sangat?
Kenapa kau lembek sangat?
Kenapa?



Ya Allah aku bermohon sesungguhnya hamba mu ini amat lemah sangat. Ku mohon agar kau berikan ku petunjuk untuk meleraikan keadaan ini. Amin.  :'(


xoxo,
msbakthar.

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2010-08-14, 12:06 AM


3rd Ramadhan.
Today marks the last day of the first semester and luckily today was FoodTech.
Awesome class with awesome people and facilitator.
The Cikgu Baba. *aku suka bila dia cakap melayu, macam air*
We learn something useful and had fun all in one day.
And today is the first time I played FB games after so long.
All thanks to Jess and Rarah. *now I'm like baking some cakes in Baking Life*
There's always a kid in everyone.
I am sure gonna miss this bunch of people as I felt like we are family.
I wonder who will I be with for the next semester.
Don't need to change class can?
While having fun abah call up to update me with his lung appointment with the doctor and he was referred to NUH for further testings and observations.
Kinda worried for the whole day but I know that things are gonna be all right.
Rushed home and mama and abah were home already before break fast.
Thank god.
Got out again to get some food for break fast since mama was too tired to even cook and never allow me to do the honor.
Precious was pretty quite today. *ssshhh...orang kerja shift tidur, kesian dia....*
How I wish I could meet you today but we must follow the "not-meeting-till-25th-for-raya-shopping-and-buka" rule.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Sahur-ing at 5am and working BV tomorrow.
Night night people!



xoxo,
msbakthar.

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2010-08-12, 11:48 PM

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11:19 PM

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10:38 PM
Red Cheeks♥

Red Cheeks♥

2nd Ramadhan.
School was normal and I felt tenang jer.
Cold weather and air-conditioned school just made us shiver more than usual to generate heat.
Stayed back after school for awhile for a short session of script reading.
Rush home to break fast with the family without baby bro around.
His out for his last few trainings for the up coming YOG Opening.
Mum had a slight asthma in the afternoon, how I wish I could just head home earlier to prepare for break fast.
After solat, set up the lappy in the living room and start typing my RJ.
Precious randomly texted; "Nari ada bulan sabit and stars :)"
And again; "Tonight got a lot of stars....."
Star gazing without me again.
Tengah-tengah laut atas boat pulak tu.


Ya Allah, semoga kau dapat menerima ibadah puasa ku pada hari ini.
Ya Allah, Jadikan lah hari ini lebih baik dari semalam dan esok akan menjadi lebih baik dari hari ini.
Amin.


xoxo,
msbakthar.




2010-08-11, 6:51 PM
Red Cheeks♥

Red Cheeks♥

1st Ramadhan.
Tonight is just gonna be the two of us Abah.
Mama Abah, give your best support to Baby Brother k?
Baby Brother, give your best shot!
I'm supporting you from home.
HAPPY YOG-ing!


xoxo,
msbakthar.




2010-08-09, 11:19 PM

Happy 23rd Precious

For about 2 years that I've known you and almost 6 months together this is the first time I made you something special from the bottom of my heart.
I'm glad that you'd enjoy the dinner and those gifts.
The G Shock and the One Drop.
To tell you the truth I was touched when you put up the wide smile on your face.
Dinner was awesome isn't it?
We shall go there again some time.
That mango egg yolk thingy still lingers in my throat. I like!
After the birthday dinner we head to meet Ibu & Ayah & the rest of the family for the bunga api!
But unfortunately, we get to watch it on the Ion screen sahaja.
We still make our way to Raffles to meet the rest and enjoy the rest of the night.
Sorry ehk ibu, I pinjam abang kejaaaaaap jer.
We head to Mustafa for a light supper and had a mini parking lesson from ayah.
Then its time for ME to head home *dari dulu sampai sekarang selalu kalau keluar aku yang kene balek dulu*
I like the way you tried so hard to get a cab for me to head home asap.
That's the reason why I need you and depend on you. *I mean not literally only for cabs lah*
You took me as your responsibility.
It shows how much you cherish me.
I'm glad to have you sweetheart.
Hope you enjoy every single moment with me on your 23rd.
At least you get to celebrate it with both your parents and me all in one day.
Nice.
I'll pray for you to be a wiser man, responsible son and as lovable as you've always been my dear.
I love you bintang hati ku.
Happy 23rd once again.

Abg :Dah 23. Dah tua, dah nak kawin.
Ibu :*Looking at me* Aisyah nak kawin dengan abang tak?
Me :*gulp, blushing like nobody's business* (__Must I answer that now?__) teheehee...Ibu nie malu lah Aisyah. Teheehee...
Abg :Any girl would answer yes *jokingly*
Ibu :Eeee, prasan. Aisyah, Ibu tanya nie. Aisyah nak kawin dengan abang tak?
Me :Mestilah nak....... (SUMPAH AKU MALU NAK JAWAB!)



xoxo,
msbakthar.




2010-08-08, 3:56 PM


Yesterday was fun.
I make new friends, Nadhirah and Elizabeth and that 'nigga'.
They are sure cool people and very funny.
I'm glad that I could blend well.
Head to kedai ibu early in the morning and help a bit. *teeeheeehee*
(Tak nak lah tolong sembarangan, nanti salah tolong lain pulak jadinyer. Lain kali I buat betol-betol ehk....)
Then I get to drive Ford for a while and then we head to Kallang Leisure Park to catch The Last Airbender.
Not bad not bad, gonna catch the next one if theres any.
Then head for dinner at shisha at eeerrrrrmmm.....what was the name again??
I just sit there and listen to all the catching ups between bf and friends.
There are one hell of a bunch of funny people.
Then suddenly I miss my friends. Oh perigi...
We thought of going Henderson wave but some thought theres nothing much there so we decide to go to Kepple(couple) Bay.
It was gorgeous! The lights from across the sea which I was not too sure what was it at the other end.
Plenty of stupid jokes and laughter.
After awhile we saw a long sign [WILL YOU MARRY ME] at the end railings. (without the question mark!?) HAHAHAHAHAH. *nie kene pakser cakap YES ker?*
Awwwww.......someones getting married.
The guy shouts "She's my fiancée!"
And the crap continues...........my pipi pain siar laugh too much.
Then its time to head home and everyone goes on their separate ways.
Bukan selalu kan dapat macam gini, sekali-sekala boleh lah tu.
Hey wait tomorrow is 9th Aug right?
NATIONAL DAY & ..........................
Eeeerrrm, what was the other one ehk?


p.s: Someone is complaining that he can't see the time as he has no watch at the moment, hinting nampak?-_-"


xoxo,
msbakthar.

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2010-08-06, 4:26 PM

black nails & new ring

Right after school we head to Vivo to get some 'important' thing for some 'important 'preparations.
Pay day mah, so spend a  bit for love ones and pamper myself.
No harm done right?
My aim was to get a nice decent top for the 'day', the thing is I have no concept in mind.
Rarah kept asking me for what concept do I have in mine.
From Woodlands to Habour Front still none.
HAHAHAHHA.
I really really not good at this man.
We window shopped for awhile and I finally made up my mind and get this white top.
I hope it suits the occasion.
After all that hunting and decision making, HAHAHAH, Rarah had to head home cos she's excited to see what her dad got for her from K.L.
Bye Rarah.
Me all alone there waiting for bf to finish work.
Its been awhile since we last had dinner at Seah Imm.
Beef noodle!
Him : Did you get my message this morning?
Me : Yes I did. :)
Him : Did you get my another message?
Me : Which one? The one about the watch?
Him : The one asking you not to slouch. :)
Me : *sitting up straight immediately* teeeheehee
Even if it is the 109147254176519028593638 times he will always gonna keep reminding me to NOT TO SLOUCH.
As we were eating, sekali lagu Ku Tetap Kan Menunggu on air.
Romantic or what =P
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.
We sat for awhile and its time to go.
While in the bus he texted me,
"Then  Saturday I no watch how?"
-_-" Ngada-ngada ehk.
Who say I buy for you watch?
Eeeeeee, no shame, big boy as for present......



xoxo,
msbakthar. 

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2010-08-05, 12:12 PM

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2010-08-04, 3:54 PM
Red Cheeks♥

Red Cheeks♥

Menyerlah betol kebodohan aku tu.
Sesungguhnya aku memang tak gunakan akal sebelum membuat sesuatu.
Shame on you syah!


xoxo,
stupid or whaat?!?




2010-08-03, 3:40 PM


For no fucking reasons I am feeling very !@#$%^&*().
It is indescribable.
Everything around me just irritates me so much that I went for lunch all by myself.
Alone.
I just don't wanna talk to anyone.
I sound pretty pathetic isn't it?
HAHAHAHAHHA
I don't fucking care.
When I got home I am so gonna pain my nails and make myself happy with whatever food or shop for something nice.
Oh my gosh, I almost forgot that today is already Tuesday and ....................................
*Panic! Panic!*
Now it's 3:35pm, what the hell am I still doing in school.
The class is watching SAW V, fuck lah!
I wanna vomit out my 'lunch'.
I think I shall make a move soon.
Hey tomorrow is Wednesday, why not sheesha today?
But with who ehk?
Boyfriend work, to have dinner with him at Seah Imm is impossible.
He's gonna have to rush for work after that.
Ahhh, forget it.
Let's shut down the lappy and head home baby.
Shall do my RJ at home with a better environment.
Toodles.

xoxo,
msbakthar.

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2010-08-02, 11:40 PM


the shirt & our half cabs, nice.

As usual the cramps are here again to just spoil my day and make me stay at home on a Monday when I am suppose to be in school today.
I refrain myself from taking any Panadols today, I wanna try to 'survive' without them.
See how much I can endure but too bad it just kills me more than I think I could handle.
I just let it be and mum gave me a good massage.
The pain subsides a lil and I begin to toss and turn again and again and again for hours.
With Ria on air it just ease the pain a lil.
First was Kali Pertama then Rindu Setengah Mati then Kali Pertama again then Biarkan Aku Jatuh Cinta.
Waaah, that part I heart pain a bit. HAHAHAHAHHA.
I start to message bf randomly telling him about my pain and blablablabla.
I just need to pour it out to someone you see.
Who else if it's not him other than my 2 ladies kan....
Called up our family clinic to check if the gynecologist's available today.
Made the appointment and I had MY FIRST EVER ULTRA-SOUND SCAN.
The aunties and uncles in the clinic over heard my conversation about Ultra-sound scan at the registration counter and they thought I was pregnant.
BHAHAHAHHAAH.
The clinic assistant asked me to drink lots and lots of water and make bladder bloated enough to undergo the scan.
Mum bought a bottle of water chestnut, a bottle of H2O, a bottle of mineral water and a can of green tea.
I still felt normal.
This is taking me ages to feel the urge to pee.
I went in again with a bloated tummy instead.
I was practically amazed with what I say and I have a copy of the 'pictures' that she snapped.
Gave bf a quick update and alhamdulillah everything is fine.
No more worries about fibroid but I still have take necessary precautions.
I rest a lot today and the pain still lingers.
I love it when bf checked on me as and when he can during work.
Thank you dear.
He sounded a lil excited when I told him about the scan over the phone.
Macam nak dapat anak lah pulak kan....
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Now I'm waiting for him to get home and have our lil chat before I head to lala-land.
Night night.
Sleep tight all!



xoxo,
msbakthar.


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2010-08-01, 12:07 AM


the Moos is EVERYWHERE!

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