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2010-08-26, 5:40 AM
16 Ramadhan
Why must the day ended this way?
What was I thinking?
What just happened?
I numb just when numb, NUMB.
I don't know where my head went and what my heart tell.
They can't coordinate at all.
What have I done?
WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING AISYAH?
How can you ever make things right?
WHY ARE YOU SO FUCKING DUMB?
I've admit, I've apologized but I don't think its enough to heal a very disappointed heart.
I'll get down on my knee begging for forgiveness.
I may know my limits I may know my stand but not the rest.
How am I suppose to tell them?
I am really really stuck in the middle.Why can't I reject it when I have all the rights to do so and when there's no slightest intention of me to do anything like that?
I want to avoid this shit, badly.
Please don't leave me in anyway.
Without you I can't hold on to anything.
WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO NOW?
My eyes just won't stop tearing.
Berserabot nyer otak aku nie.
I can't breath properly, gosh.
Kau diberi akal syah untuk berfikir, kenapa kau bebal sangat?
Kenapa kau lembek sangat?
Kenapa?
Ya Allah aku bermohon sesungguhnya hamba mu ini amat lemah sangat. Ku mohon agar kau berikan ku petunjuk untuk meleraikan keadaan ini. Amin. :'(
xoxo,
msbakthar.
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