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2010-07-06, 1:24 AM
Its been awhile since I last crying so bad for something important.
I am crashing all my words into my report.
This is a matter of life and death.
Adding to that its been more than a week since I last met bf.
This is just not helping at all.
I admit I am jealous to see friends with their bf around and get to meet regularly while I don't.
I have to understand his situation.
I have to be strong.
Maybe this is just a part of what I have to go through in life.
By the way, when I was about to start writing on my report and continue from where I stopped, I realised that the document that I opened up was not the latest one that I had already updated.
It was the old one.
I felt fucking helpless and broke down.
My hard work for the past few days just gone down the drain.
That is where I just need you even more.
Mum kept asking me whether am I ok or not when she knows something is not right.
I just don't feel like eating anything but to just continue with my words on the report.
Am I exaggerating?
Or maybe this is really what I felt.
Different people have their own ways of handling situations.
Well, this is how I did it.
So for you readers out there who can't stand with my complains and 'depressed' descriptions, you are most welcome to just click the X icon on your top right hand corner as
I DON'T FUCKING CARE FOR WHAT YOU THINK OF WHAT I BLOG ABOUT!
SO DON'T FUCKING WASTE YOUR TIME!
xoxo,
emotionally unstable.
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