I'm sorry if I'm being to harsh on you but I just can't keep things anymore.

You know how much I dislike you are being right now.

Still I accept you because I love you.

We grow up together and to see you not being what you used to is a major heart pain for me.

I think I cared too much for you when you already have someone special to give you much care.

I've been keeping this deep down for too long to the extend of bursting.

I just burst once in a while.

When we meet, I'm sure things are gonna be alright.

I missed you and the only way I can see you is to meet up.

That only happens like what, once in a blue-moon?

Why would I be searching for you if I don't bother?

Did you ever think about it?

I felt like as if I don't exist.

Well, I've lost 2 friends that I've shared my love and care with all my heart.

I just can't accept the fact if we were to become strangers.

I seriously don't wanna loose you.

I had enough.

I've learnt from my history.

xoxo,

your lil' girl.