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2010-05-17, 11:31 PM
Everybody is asleep now and I'm always the only person left awake.
Mum is not doing too good lately.
She's been having that itchiness and difficulty to sleep again.
She can't a lot of things and been trying many different kind of supplements but nothing seems to be working.
I felt helpless.
All I can do is to help around in the house and attend to her when she calls for me.
When she's happy, she will really laugh and smile.
But when she's upset and has no mood, she will really be very emotional.
I just don't know what else to do.
As much as possible I want to see her happy and live life as per normal.
Get her things like ice-cream, McDonald meals, family time, mother daughter chat and just simply watch TV with her just to hear her laugh.
It breaks my heart to see her cry because of the itch and red scratches all over her body.
Even the doctors have nothing to conclude after every check-ups that she went for the past months.
First it was the cough.
Now this.
Worried day and night.
But one thing for sure is that I can see the family bonding between us are getting better than ever before.
Looking on the brighter side of it I am treasuring every single moment of it.
We just had Swensen's for dinner the other day celebrating Mother's Day cum Mama's 46th Advance Birthday celebration.
The whole family loves it and we definitely had fun.
Mama and abah are like teen couples that day.
We had Earthquake for dessert and it sure brings back the old times way before baby bro was around.
I hope that mama would stay strong throughout and never give up.
Always stay positive no matter what.
She have the whole lot of us to stand by her side.
Sometimes such things doesn't have to be too obvious to notice.
It just comes naturally.
xoxo,
your only Daughter.
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