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2014-11-08, 11:55 AM
I'm Mrs now.Some of you may be stalking my blog right now or always visiting this blog to know about my updates but it is almost a year now since I last touch this blog. Well, I now married to my wonderful husband for about a month or so now. A lot have change in life and things just got better and better.
I actually wanted something else to do other than just 8 to 5 daily office job. I wanted to open up a business career or maybe blogging or start up a Youtube Channel but I don't have the drive to do so mainly because I kept thinking that I am not capable enough to do any of them. Maybe I am it is just that I probably need some start up from friends and love ones on that. I may not sound like an interesting blogger as I blog for my own pleasure and leisure. Now that I have a hubby, I feel that freedom is the thing that I have been experiencing and it is something that I feel good about. Do note that in marriage life you need to give each other space for your spouse to enjoy life and enjoy it with you. So don't be scared of marriage life and think that it is gonna restrict a lot of your personal interest in stuff. The both of you need to negotiate positively and always have each others' back to move on smoothly together in life. I personally think that I should get married earlier than I should right now cos I feel that I get to do a lot more things than I was before. Well that's my take. Ya'll may have a different view on marriage and it will all come down to individual's way of leading it I suppose. That's all for today for a brief update in my life. I may or may not come back tomorrow for any random discussions but I do hope to be active back again on this bloggy.
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2013-07-13, 11:43 AM
I'm back & ready for a change!
I'm back on blogger and this time round I am gonna make a change. What change?! Alright let me get this straight, I will be sharing with you on beauty tips & tricks & my daily OOTDs with ya'll inspired by others that we normal girls can wear it too! I'mma try making videos on how I wear my hijab, make-up & daily beauty products! Prolly some reviews & monthly favourites. I am getting super excited on this. By the way pardon me for the lame layout at the moment as I actually using my phone to blog this.
WARNING: Content will have alot of selfie shots so yeah. LOL.
Will see you soon on my next post!
Kisses & Out.
2012-11-08, 8:59 PM
That 7th Nov....
Whatever that happened yesterday was one my scariest things in life. I was lucky I didn't fell and make a scene in the train. I was alone but I acted fast and all happened coincidentally. Didn't know that my blood pressure actually dropped drastically when all this while I really thought it was nothing. I had families and friends behind my back to back me up. It was a painful and weak situation. I'm home now and feeling better than yesterday. Currently I'm on medication just to back me up with the pain and rehydrating me up continuously. I don't wish to worry mum and dad on this but they stayed calm throughout and I was glad that they don't panic that much. I don't wish to make a big too-haa about this but I just wanna keep caring friends updated with my health. I'm all good to go! Hope to post more happy ,smiling posts and pictures soon!
2012-05-06, 8:23 PMIt happened to be Harry Potter Sunday night for me tonight.
And Emma Watson was definitely the one to look forward to.
Her sweetness just caught my eye and motivates me to go simple with my style.
The week when past fast this week as it was a total mayhem at the beginning.
Dearest was down with fever and wasn't doing too good.
I missed him though, very much indeed.
I was super tired this week and just need a big warm hug, that's all.
Nevertheless, we did watched The Avengers on May Day and it was kinda awesome.
I'm not a Marvell fan though, so I watched it out of fun and curiosity.
I must admit Captain America was kinda cute.
I must say I felt kinda lonely yet trying be independent in a way so as to live my life with or without the people I love.
It wasn't easy.
I may be 23 but the way I was brought up was always full of support from my family and when it comes to times that I had to make my own decision without anyone else's guidance or opinion, it felt wired and 'naked'.
I have to always have that constant support from my love ones if not things won't turn out good.
I'm not good in making decisions but when I did, it is either I desperately wants it so bad or I just wanna have due to frustration to let the anger or satisfaction feeling out.
There's a lot of anger in me and a lot of endurance since forever but nobody knows for how long or how much that I've kept deep inside me.
There's a lot of things in life that I wanna do but there's so many barriers and rules involved.
Even with the simplest things.
Sometimes it's frustrating to be facing that for all the things you are doing and eventually you have to follow it even if you don't like it.
I may rebel but I have definitely have no courage to do so but just to content all it in my heart.
I don't see the reason why should I let it out as nobody will understand or even stand side by side with me just to understand what I feel.
Parents are parents.
Respect is the ultimate thing for them.
I just have to handle it myself.
2012-05-03, 10:34 PMIt's mayhem this week.
Been knocking off from work late since these past few days.
It's freaking tiring and my May didn't start off well.
I didn't get to go for Phuket.
Tell me about it.
Labels: good bye to vacation suckers
2012-04-23, 10:15 PMIt was all worth it.
Your visit means a lot to me.
It changes my whole world right now.
I am now able to breath and sleep soundly without having to think about being guilty at all.
Thank you for your time and effort.
Hopefully what we when through and what had been said yesterday was something that would make you think of how is it like to be with me and the family in the future.
And I asked, so do you still love me now?
And he said, nothing has change, not a single bit.
2012-04-22, 2:16 AMWhere were you when I needed you the most?
Where's the attention when I need a hug?
Where's the reply when I need the answer?
Where's the condo when I need someone to talk to?
Why is it so difficult for you?
Am I asking too much?
Am I demanding?
Am I over the top?
Did I ask for diamonds and stars from the sky?
Sometimes I wonder why.
Sometimes I wonder who am I to you deep down in your heart.
Sometimes questions like this can't be answered even with a clear mind.
But it's ok, for every time I'll say...
"Maybe I was thinking too much....."
2012-04-21, 7:06 PMIs your favorite color blue?
Do you always tell the truth?
Do you believe in outer space?
I'm learning you.
Is your skin is tan as mine?
Does your hair flow side ways?
Did someone took a portion of your heart?
And I'm learning you.
4:50 PMEvery time that moment strikes, all I can say is "How I wish you knew..."
For ever time you appear, all I can say was "How I wish you knew..."
But no matter what, I can't do anything to it.
To just reminisce what's past that'll never come back.
The world is not a time machine.
It'll just keep making history with every breath you take.
You are always there, right there in the golden heart where you belong.
"Would you be my Valentine?" was the first few questions that you asked.
I was too ignorant to ignore.
I was stupid to not to know.
I think its just ignorant being bliss.
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